Monday, January 07, 2008

So now what?


It's kind of strange, but I think that since I was a little kid I’ve been stubborn as all hell. I was always determined to get what I wanted and often didn’t take no for an answer. This has carried me through to adulthood. I’m a go getter. I go after what I want with unwavering focus and drive. I do not let up or give up easily. I am a fighter. Though I am proud of this part of my character – it does have it’s bad sides too – I realize that. But for the most part, I have been successful in going after what I wanted in my life. Naturally, I want that to continue. I do have to say that it is funny how sometimes I put so much energy and persistence into getting something and then once I have gotten it, I don’t really want it. I guess sometimes for me it is the challenge to see if I can achieve and accomplish. A lot of the thrill and adrenaline comes from just getting to that point. This doesn’t happen all the time, but I do remember several occasions where I was like, ok, now I got this…so now what?

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